ummm, not much going on. well actually there are a lot of drama around me, especially since valentine is comeing up! but i feel soooo down! i guess it's the fact that i got no one to share it with... i donno, or maybe i'm just feeling insecure again....like always lately...most of you don't know me, so i'm just gonna start complaining....

here goes nothing:
AH!!! MY LIFE SUX!!! second semester just started, and french is like sooo hard!!! i should be doing hmw but i'm not, soooo feeling terrifbly guilty!! my friends are still try to hook me up i think, to a guy that might actually hate me... cause he actually hit me!!!! ..>.< i know! what kind of guy does that>?!?!?!?
sigh...there's tones going on around me... first thing i did when i went to school is go to my locker... remembering that one of my friends was crying yesterday and left without a word, i went to see if she was ok. my other firend shouted that i was coming and i turned to a deserted little corner and guess what i see? she's cuddling with like the most perverted disgusting guy like in our school. he have no class! he wears red girl;s bellbottom jeans to school, i mean like bright red, and he can't wear them off!!!! i mean i know this emo guy that can totally wear girl;s jeans like it's the hottest thing, but this guy can't!!! it's like a fashion disastor! i got friends who refuse to come with me to my locker cause they're scared of him!!!and well the other ppl there.....not the point here.

yesterday morning, i finds out that one my friends is going out with this guy..... this guy that once upon a time i had a crush on...once agian not the point here....
the point is that i kinda predicted....werid enough and it's not really bothering me at all...except the fact that she's like totally backing out on "boycotting valentine!!" sigh, but they're like sooo cute together, yet i can't picture it.... >.<
sigh, the problem wasn't that, the problem was that his friend and him decided to join us (approx.20) girls for lunch and i swear like half od the girl have a crush on that friend! they basically surrounded him!! it was like a pack of lions staring down and surrounding a frightened rabbit!!!!

this is like the start of the story of my life.... there are over hundreds of comment of an angrument on facebook which i'm a huge part of.... my life feels like crap! like i have tons of friends...but i...have trust issues...especially if they're in the same school as me and can totally use whatever information against me, or i'm not supposed to tell anyone.... this is i guess the reason i'm writting here. here is where ppl like don't know me... it's like a breath of fresh air with no judgement... and someone needs to come over sometime sooon....one of my best friends.....that was supposed to have happened on tuesday1! >.> guilt, guilt///you know who you are! actually it wasn't soo bad.... just exhausted!had gym with a gr10 esl asian girl that is like twice my strength!!! it was insanie!!!!
i'm thinking about boy cotting valentine's day... it's not fair for a llot of us!!! it;s, it can be very depressing...